Mar 25, 2011

Goodbye Mukono

Eating white ants!

Being silly:)

Our host family!

Time has just flown by and it is so bittersweet. I do not want to leave here… But at the same time each day brings me a day closer to being back in America. This week I have been so incredibly homesick and just missing my life back home… I cannot win either way. When I leave Africa I will be so excited to be back with my family but I will be leaving a piece of my heart in Africa. I already feel my heart tearing, as I am about to say goodbye. What I have experienced here has been the most amazing memories. I have loved every moment of it. Working with the poor and educating children has been something I have always wanted to do… and I am doing it! I have seen how I have become transformed. The cooking here I no longer find disgusting and taking bucket showers is rather enjoyable now. I just cannot have asked for a better experience here. It has been such an incredible blessing from God. I just hate goodbyes. I know that no matter what I will never truly be whole. The people here are taking little bits and pieces of my heart and they will have it forever. I know this is what God wants though. God doesn’t want me to live a protected and hidden life… No ,he wants me to go out and see what he sees. He wants me to become broken for the pain that is in the world. And that is what I have become—broken. God has done such an amazing job at breaking me down. I am vulnerable to these people. A year ago I would of fought with all my might against vulnerability but God has called me to this. He wants me shed tears for the sadness, to ache with a desire to help and to share his name to his lost children. Being here in Mukono has taught me this. And it has been the best life lesson I could learn. God has broken down my barriers and I have never felt so happy in my life. Living with poverty, seeing death on the street and being thousands of miles from my family and yet, I am filled with such peace. I worship such an awesome God and he has provided me with such a happiness. As my final goodbye to this community is quickly coming I know without a doubt I will cry and cling tight to the place I have called home for the past month. God has reassured me though and I know I would rather love these people and be hurt… Than to never loved at all. And I do not fear love because Christ loved me first (1 John4) so I will not fear and I will rejoice in the love and friendships I have made here. God has created a second home for me.

Mar 16, 2011

Namasumbi!!!




It has been already week at the Primary School in Namasumbi village… Time here is just flying! Namasumbi is about a 20-minute ride on the botas (motorcycles). In the Namasumbi Primary School I am again teaching math full time in P5, P6 and P7 classrooms. It is such an incredible difference between the two schools! This school has even less financial resources and this can be seen in the lack of teachers and exams. 1 teacher teaches 2 classes during the same time period. So for example the math teacher I work with was teaching P6 and P7 math during the same time period and he would do this all day! So the school is extremely understaffed and they do not have the paper to give exams… I thought that Sittyanka was poor and I am so amazed to see than Namasumbi is even poorer…

I have never been so tested with teaching! My P5 class has 65-70 students! I have never known that so many students could fit into such a small classroom. Kids were cramming onto the benches and some students even have to sit on the floor. I find it so difficult to work with these students. It is hard to get the attention of 65 kids and when there are 10 who are distracted it is extremely hard to yell over them. Many of them have to skip breakfast and sometime lunch so they are hungry. And then to top it off they are in a hot classroom so they are sleepy… Getting these students to really focus is so incredibly hard…

The kids here are much better though with asking questions and telling me when they do not understand my English. I have a few students who are very outspoken and I have found this so helpful. Cheating is still an issue in the classroom and I cannot get it through that cheating is wrong.  I try to sit down with them and explain that I want more than anything for ALL of them to go to University…  I seriously love these students so much and I want more than anything for them to leave the poverty they are living in but cheating is going to get them no where.

Like Sittyanka everyday is exhausting and yet, I find it so rewarding to work with these students. I love hearing their laughter and seeing they’re beautiful smiles each day!

This morning we went to a Secondary school in Nymbombia. The school was filled with a majority of students who were Muslim. It was actually really nice to work with older students. The ages ranged from 15-19 and I really liked being able to talk with them. I found this as such a beautiful opportunity to share the word of God with them and to lead by example. I talked a lot about Sean also. They thought that it was very interesting that I would have a boyfriend who was so far away and yet, I have only one boyfriend. Cheating on spouses here is not unusual…I tried explaining to them that God calls us to be with one man/woman and that I am trying to follow his will.  I tried to talk to them about morals in general and we talked about how waiting for sex was the only way to prevent AIDS (which is a HUGE problem) and that they need to give education importance over relationships. It was overall so amazing to talk to them and share my faith and beliefs with them. It was just so awesome to work with kids who were older and to have an actual conversation. Before leaving I talked to one girl for a bit… Out of all the girls she was the bravest and was willing to speak out. We talked about how she needs to go to University and that she must not have sex until marriage. Of course she blushed at the mention of sex (which is not openly discussed…but not talking about sex doesn’t mean that it doesn’t happen and the consequences are taking thousands of lives) and she said she would be smart and wait and go also to University. I have such a passion for these kids and I want more than anything for them to leave their poverty and to find God. I then left the school. The chances of me ever seeing these students again are unlikely but I know that they will always be in my heart. I love them so much and want more than anything to have them go far in life.

After lunch I went to the primary school and taught information centered on graphs. After class we moved bricks (for building homes). First of all they were incredibly heavy! Little children were carrying 2, 3, and even 4 on top of their heads! I have never had so much fun doing hard labor in my life! One of the boys asked me to sing so we carried bricks and sang songs. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever done. It was so amazing working with them and singing songs to God. They have such amazing voices and such beautiful hearts. I know that moving bricks with them while singing is a memory that will never leave.

Saying goodbye is always so hard and tomorrow will be no exception… Saying goodbye to these students is going to be rough and I pray with all my heart that I leaving them with knowledge, hope or inspiration that will impact their lives. Monday will be my first day in Kyoga!

Mar 9, 2011

Goodbye Sittyanka

My P2 math class.

They loved dancing!


Playing the drums!
Today was our last day at the Sittyanka School. Saying goodbye to the students and staff was so incredibly hard. I worked with a P2 math class and then spent the remaining part of the day just playing with the children. We sang worship songs, danced and took pictures.  We then attended a parent meeting where we got to voice our thanks and recommend what we thought about the school/students. They then surprised us with a bunch of fruit and a handkerchief. Written on the handkerchief was, “Do not forget me”. I know that I will never forget this school. Saying goodbye to them was one of the hardest things I have had to do.  The memories I made here were absolutely incredible.  I now am going to teach at another school about 10 k from where I am living. And I know that I will never forget them and if it is God’s will I would love to someday come back…

Mar 6, 2011

Falling In Love With Mkono





I have been in Mkono a week and I absolutely love it here! Mkono is a super rural village that is about an hour outside of Kampala (the capital of Uganda). I live in a simple home with our two coordinators (Sara and Emmet), our security guard (Michael) and his two sons (Moses and Steven). We then have three people who commute to the house (Sara, Ben, and Silvia). The house that Princesse and I live at is actually a Food for the Hungry office (Food for the Hungry in a International NGO working throughout the world trying to end hunger). So it is not unusual to have many visitors coming in and out of the house. I have become especially close to Sara our cook and the two young boys, Moses and Steven. Moses and Steven call me Auntie Dan (short for my middle name Danielle) and constantly want to play.

A typical day for me here in Mkono consists of waking up at 7 am for my personal devotions. I always sit on the backside of the house where I can watch the morning begin and hear the village waking up. When I finish devotions I always have several cups of tea and eggs for breakfast. At 8:30 we have house devotions and worship and then we head to school. I teach math for P6 and P7 (which in American education would be middle school age). I work with the older students because they can understand my English. During our free time (break/recess) we play games like football, tag, etc. The students here also love to sing and dance. So we are constantly getting the drums and dancing all over the school grounds. After break I work with the P1 students and they are absolutely precious. They know little English so class usually consists of me saying a word in English and them saying it in Luganda (the local language). This way I am learning and so are they.

Learning yet another African language has been very difficult but I am slowly picking it up (the language barrier is not as bad though as it is in Rwanda). Another frustrating issue I have seen at the school is the lack of materials. The students have class in mud wall classrooms, where they have a blackboard and a desk. I have found it very hard at times teaching only with a blackboard. In American classrooms there is an ample supply of crafts, tiles, markers, paper, teaching material, blocks, etc. And here there is only a blackboard and chalk. Another frustrating issue is that the students are taught to be silent and just write whatever is on the blackboard. This is not how I teach. I like interaction from the students so I can figure out where they need help. If I say, “class do you understand” they will reply, “yes, Madame”… Even when they truly do not understand. I have been working all of this week in trying to have the students open up and ask questions and to communicate how they are doing in their mathematics. It has been extremely frustrating process… I finally had success Friday though! I had one boy (James) say he would like another example of probability because he did not understand how to do it AND I had a girl (Ashida) ask me to repeat the question because she didn’t understand my English. Minor things I know, but it was such a big step for my students! It was such an amazing feeling to know that they are slowly understanding that education is more than just writing down the right answer. Another issue I have had to deal with is cheating. The schools are understaffed and often not even having qualified teachers. Often the teachers ignore the students cheating and it has caused a very bad habit in the classroom. Students once they have their homework graded will pass it around the class to fellow students who have not completed the work. Or when I call on a student his/her classmates will whisper the answer in Luganda. I would literally catch a student cheating every 5 minutes. I tried explaining that cheating was wrong and that if they wanted to continue to Secondary school cheating will not get them there.  Still the cheating continued. Then I tried embarrassing them (which Africans hate) and would publicly call them out for cheating and having them come to the front of the classroom and help assist me. Again the cheating continues. What worked best was time though. Friday I saw the most improvement! Students were no longer passing their answer books around and when I called on a student the classroom was silent. This was exactly what I was asking of my students—to think for themselves!

Working with these students during the past week has been the most amazing experience possible. Though it has been trying and I come home everyday at 5 pm and I am so exhausted I think I am going to collapse… I wouldn’t change it for anything. It has been so wonderful to see the student’s progression and how they are improving. I work with the head math teacher, Joshua, and he is letting me teach the class 100%. It has been wonderful working with him because he is one of the few teachers who are open to new teaching styles and he loves his students. I think the biggest challenge for schools will be having teachers who are willing to change their teaching patterns, yet Joshua is open to change and that is why the students are doing so well. I feel such pride and love for these students. I know about 95% of them by name and they have finally stopped calling me muzungo (Luganda for white person) and also started calling me by name. I am in love with this place. I love teaching the students and I love playing with them. I have never had so much fun in my life dancing with a bunch of children or singing worship songs. Being able to go to the schools has been the most amazing experience and I am learning so much from these students. I am learning the simplicity of life. I am learning new teaching techniques and I am falling in love with the people here.

Around 5 pm I head back to the FH house (Food for the Hungry) and I usually sit and just re-energize with a cup of tea. Moses, Steven, Princesse and I then go for a run. Running here is so much harder than running in America. First of all there is a ton of dust and we are also a lot higher in elevation. We run down beaten paths and there is always a group of Africans always staring at us (running in Africa is very unusual). Moses and Steven are very protective of us (though they are only 12 and 14). They always have one boy in front and one boy in back while running. When we get back to the house they are always reminding us to drink water and eat dinner so we do not get sick. They are two of the sweetest boys I have ever met and I have become very close with them.

After running we take our bucket showers and then eat dinner. Dinner is very bland here but I am getting used to it. We usually eat rice, matoke (fried banana), cabbage, and goat (which I LOVE). We then have the rest of the night to play with Moses and Steven, do homework with them and then read from the Bible.

Life here is very busy but I love it! I cannot believe that it has already been a week (we have 3.5 weeks here) and I am already dreading having to leave. God has been teaching and showing me so much while I have been here and Mkono has been a true blessing to me. Internet and electricity is always on and off here so I will try to post a blog within the next two weeks. I will post pictures once I return to Rwanda… Overall Mkono has been the best thing that Africa could of shown me and I am definitely in love with the people here!